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am i allowed to be sad?
in front of you i give my best smile
but am i allowed to be sad?
bet you are gonna walk away like the others
then am i allowed to be sad?
i think you are afraid of what i am feeling
still am i allowed to be sad?
the ocean is my sadness
i wish i was allowed to be sad
if i gave myself back to the sky
i allow you to be sad

 - palepation

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there are nights when the pain becomes stronger
and tonight breathing seems to be the hardest thing to do
my heart aches as if someone runs a knife over it
accompanied by the dark
i sing the song of death
and count the sheep
to put myself to an endless sleep.